Spartan

I am, Spartan
close my heart so tight
Jesus
Save me
from myself tonight
--Spartan Five Iron Frenzy

These words have been my words recently. Why that is I don't think I could tell you exactly. Mainly I think that I need to step outside of the self that I have created for me. The self that is afraid and scared. The self that will not allow growth. The self who pretends to have a heart and shows that pretend heart to people, but never ever will let anyone see the real heart. So God here is my prayer:

Destroy My self
and put me back together

put me together the way you did when I was born

Give me the strength to let you do this and let me trust you in the way that you do

And above all thank you for the parts of my self that are already yours

Amen